30 Days by Larsen K

Author:Larsen, K [Larsen, K]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2013-02-02T08:00:00+00:00

“Elle. Good to see you.” Dr. Rand quips as he sits by my bed.

“Hi.” I reply flatly.

“We’ve got a lot to cover this week dontcha think?” Is he trying to piss me off?

“Sure.” I roll my head left and stare out the barred window.

“I want you to take a look at these.” He says. I swing my head back toward him. He’s holding a few pictures out to me. I reach out grabbing them and look them over.

“What do you see?” He probes.

“I see my car. Mangled.” The pictures are of the accident. Judging by the car and tree, how I survived is a mystery.

“And... how does that make you feel?”

“Like a failure.” I tell him honestly.

“Come again?” One eyebrow is cocked and his nose is curled up on one side making him look ridiculous.

“It makes me feel like a failure. The car is clearly obliterated yet I am not. I attempted to kill myself yet here I am. A survivor of that wreckage.” I toss the photos back at him.

He sits motionless for a moment. “I see. Do you still want to die?”

“What kind of question is that? No I don’t want to die. You have me on more meds than I can handle. I’m a zombie. I feel numb from them. Ryan came home and told me how I should be grieving and when I didn't agree with him he hit me, TWICE! I got up, left the house, and as I drove down the road the tree just suddenly seemed like the answer to all my prayers. I punched the gas and went for it. I sure as shit didn't think I’d end up here with you.” I exasperate.

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